I learn about the people all the time. I really start to think that people are such interesting creatures. They can change drastically in just 5 seconds without a reason... or at least without telling a reason. All sweet words about love and friendship are such a bullshit. Why do we judge others but can't look at ourselves the same way? I mean... isn't that a hypocrisy? And what kind of nerve does one need to have, in order to be such a person?
I'm not angry. I'm not irritated. I don't feel anything anymore. Or maybe I do because I don't care. Is that a feeling? I'm an empty shell yet again. Stripped of my senses, of my feelings. I just don't understand. And I think that I will never understand.
Pretend to be my friend with all your sweet smiles and then stab me in the back. And don't look me in the eyes when you do that. Go ahead, I have a lot of knives in my back already. One more won't make any difference. Draw a clear line that will show me the limit of being close to you. I was too close for comfort...
And don't tell me that I've changed. Because if you do, I'll point you to the mirror.
And I'm not going to discuss anything with anyone anymore.
listening to: McFly - Too Close For Comfort
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