Now You're Gone

Last year, at this time, I was sitting in a taxi on my way from Gatwick Airport to a hotel in Camden Town in London. Looking back... it was the most crazy thing that I've done in my life. Definitely more crazy than all of my hairstyles, piercings, clothes and other things that I've done. But it's still a good memory. I remember how excited and terrified I was at the same time. And very sick - I ended up in a hospital when I came back home. I would have never thought that 2 days in London will change my life.

But it did. My life has changed. Even if I came back being a human wreck, I still think that it was one of the best things that ever happened to me. It increased my self-esteem, although I lost something, that I thought was very important to me, in the process. However, after few days I felt better. I felt somehow lighter and happier. As if I became free. It was all for the better.

But I don't think that I could have make it if I didn't have my friends who supported me during my stay in London. And those who talked with me during the night before when I was so unsure of what to do, when I felt my stomach being squeezed. All those words, showing me both advantages and disadvantages of this journey, helped me. And I still remember them.

I am very thankful.

It was all about being in the right place at the right time. That's all.

listening to: ONE OK ROCK - Last Dance